Hello, friends! I know I have been gone for a while, and that there are not many of you, but here’s a short statement while I try to get back to creating content:
Depression. It’s the reason that I haven’t posted anything. It’s the reason that I haven’t written anything. It’s the reason that I think I’m failing my classes this semester.
I have had only the energy to keep my head down and keep pushing. But I want to do more than that. I want to be able to keep creating and growing and learning about my medium. The written word is my form of art and my hands have been itching to type for months. I know that right now I am pretty bad, but I will never get a chance to grow if I let myself stop.
There’s a huge chance that pushing myself will lead to me burning out even more, but there’s a chance that it’ll bring me out of my funk. We’re rooting for that second option, of course.
But another big reason I’m trying to push myself to write again, is that I found out that I might be autistic. This is literally the whole reason I made this blog. I want to be able to share my experience, but really I just want to make sense of it all. Writing is how I do that best.
So, I guess let’s try this again.